One day...

I keep hoping that one day I will be without pain. Without the need for Advil, without the frustrations with the medical community and from my pain, and without the tears. Yesterday I had a pretty decent day...without any tears, with very little pain, and was able to do stuff like laundry, washing dishes, sweeping the floors, on top of schooling and making French Onion Soup for dinner. Today is another story...

Today I'm dealing with the same back pain and tailbone pain since my surgery. I made Celery Seed Bread in prep for dinner tonight, did 2 loads of laundry (one still needs to be folded up yet), washed dishes in the sink, and educated the children on math, history, and reading so far today. I keep hoping that one day doing something as simple as what I have done so far today doesn't cause me the amount of pain that I am in. Today isn't one of those days however...today I am dealing with the pain praying that one day I won't have it anymore. Until then, I'm educating myself on pelvic floor spasm and pelvic floor dysfunction