Sleep?? Who Needs That????

Yawn



I barely slept last night. I think I got roughly 3 hours from the way I was feeling when I woke up to Jeff's alarm clock going off at 5 something this morning. I laid in bed with my eyes closed listening to my music aimed at giving me sleep. I'm not sure how long I was in bed but at 6:20 I was crying....God I really need to get a couple more hours of good solid continuous sleep.

So much for my pleas and prayers to the Almighty. I decide to get ready for the day with my shower since the world wasn't awake in the home. I'm thinking I'm grateful for having my dad coming by at 9...I just need to make it until then and I'll take a nap.

At 9 my dad arrives and I give him a list of instructions...Seong Tae is sleeping in my bed due to a tummy ache, girls have had breakfast, dogs need to go out at 10, etc. Shortly after, I head upstairs for a 2 hour much needed nap after a sleepless night of discomfort and hot flashes.

I'm on Vivelle Dot .1 mg. I haven't had a hot flash until last night. Most of the night was one big huge hot flash. I'm not happy. I fought so long to keep my organs so that I could go into menopause naturally not surgically. I don't wish endometriosis on anybody. My maternal grandmother probably had it, my mom has it and I have it as well. I'm glad to break this cycle of pain, anguish, frustrations, and more. I'm glad that I found a caring surgeon who truly cares about the women that he sees. I'm glad that his office staff is so caring as well.

Right now I'm hoping that I can sleep through the night tonight. I need to have some good quality sleep to get me through the night so that my body can heal.