Friday, August 22, 2008

Can I scream yet????

I'm in alot of pain at the moment. Jeff, who should be in bed due to an early haircut appointment, is up with me watching one of the Mr. Bean movies. The pain med isn't taking the edge off of the pain. I just want to cry but it'll hurt even more. I also want to scream but that will hurt too. I'm wondering if it will always be like this...please pray that it won't.

We are supposed to go to the park tomorrow since I arranged for the the kids to have a playdate through the local SAHMs group. I was planning to just sit in a chair and talk to the moms while Jeff played with the kids. We were planning on doing a picnic lunch as well there. If I can't make it, I'm going to feel like I've let everyone down again.

I'm just hoping that I can sleep and stay asleep throughout the night tonight. Right now I need to get the pain under control for that to even happen.

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