Sunday, August 17, 2008

I'm still here...

I know that it has been awhile but I'm still here. It's been difficult at times just thinking and dealing with the issues that I have. The hot flashes, the night sweats, the emotional roller coaster ride I have been on...I'm not used to this. I never took lupron, zoladex, or synarel...nor will I ever.

I am hoping that it was worth it...that removing my uterus, cervix, left ovary, part of my vagina and half of my right ovary was worth it. I hope that I won't have any more pain. However I seem to have pain, sometimes it feels like many sewing needles on my left hand side like tonight...sometimes it feels just like a nagging ache that won't give up. I hope that it is just healing pain. Please pray that it is just healing pain.

Ouch the needles are here again. I need to go.

4 comments:

anitadoll said...

Hang in there honey. If you want to talk I am here.

Love,
Anita

anitadoll said...

Hang in there honey. If you want to talk, I am here.

Love, Anita

Endo Angel said...

Thanks Anita for chatting with me earlier today.

Jen

Mommy2Kaelynn said...

Hey Sweetie -

If you ever need a "shoulder" to cry on - you know where to find me! I know all too well what you are going through - not exactly the same - but darned close! You are in my thoughts!!

Chandra